Author: OkieInMO

  • Holy Monday: The Cleansing Fire of Righteous Zeal

    As we continue through Holy Week, Holy Monday draws our attention to a powerful moment in the final days of Jesus’ ministry: the cleansing of the temple.

    What should have been a sanctuary had become a marketplace. What was meant for prayer had become a place of profit. Merchants sold sacrifices at inflated prices. Money changers exploited the poor. The house of God had been hijacked by greed.

    “Then Jesus went into the temple of God and drove out all those who bought and sold in the temple, and overturned the tables of the money changers and the seats of those who sold doves. And He said to them, ‘It is written, “My house shall be called a house of prayer,” but you have made it a “den of thieves.”’” (Matthew 21:12–13, NKJV)

    Jesus wasn’t passive in the face of this corruption. He was moved by holy indignation. He acted with authority and purpose, purging the temple to restore its sanctity.

    This scene is more than a historical moment; it is a mirror for our own lives. We are now the temple of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 3:16). The question is: what have we allowed into our temple? Have worldly distractions and compromises crept in, little by little? Have we turned our hearts, meant to be houses of prayer, into cluttered spaces filled with things that do not honor God?

    Holy Monday is a call to personal inventory. It’s an invitation to let the Lord examine our hearts and cleanse them of anything that defiles His dwelling place.

    Consider this: Jesus didn’t hesitate to cleanse the temple then, and He will not hesitate to cleanse His temple now. But He doesn’t just drive things out — He restores. He makes space for true worship, for pure fellowship, for divine communion.

    Let this day prompt us to pray boldly:
    “Lord, search my heart. Show me the tables that need overturning. Cleanse me, that I may be a true house of prayer, a temple fit for Your glory.”

    Reflection for Today:
    What distractions or compromises have crept into your life that need to be driven out so your heart can fully honor God?

  • Palm Sunday: The King Comes in Humility and Victory

    Palm Sunday launches us into the sacred rhythm of Holy Week. It’s a day filled with anticipation and paradox — celebration that hints at sacrifice, triumph that leads to the cross.

    The scene is alive with movement and meaning. Jesus, fully aware of what awaits Him in Jerusalem, chooses to enter not as a conquering warrior but as a humble King.

    “So they brought the colt to Jesus and threw their clothes on it, and He sat on it. And many spread their clothes on the road, and others cut down leafy branches from the trees and spread them on the road. Then those who went before and those who followed cried out, saying: ‘Hosanna! “Blessed is He who comes in the name of the LORD!”‘” (Mark 11:7–9, NKJV)

    The colt, the cloaks, the palm branches — all signs of honor. The crowd erupts in praise, quoting Psalm 118, recognizing Jesus as the One sent from God. But their understanding is incomplete. They hoped for immediate deliverance from Roman rule. Jesus came instead to deliver their souls from eternal bondage.

    In fact many of those crying, “Hosanna!” on Sunday, would be shouting, “Crucify Him!” just a few days later.

    It’s a tension we still feel today. We cry out “Hosanna!” in our struggles, praying for immediate relief, quick fixes, visible victories. Yet Jesus, in His wisdom, rides at His own pace and purpose. He doesn’t always give us the triumph we expect — He gives us the salvation we desperately need.

    This Palm Sunday, as we look at the waving branches and hear the echoes of ancient praise, we must ask ourselves: Are we welcoming Jesus for who He is, or for who we want Him to be?

    The invitation of Palm Sunday is to surrender not just our praises, but our expectations. To lay down not just palm branches, but our very lives. To trust that His path, though it leads to the cross, will also lead to resurrection.

    Reflection: What expectations do you need to lay at the feet of Jesus today?

  • Desperation that Leads to Redemption

    There’s something raw and humbling about desperation. It strips away the layers we’ve built around ourselves — the confidence, the plans, the pride. And when it does, we’re left facing a terrifying question: What now?

    I used to believe I could conquer anything. I thought I had all the answers. But beneath the surface, my soul was unraveling. Like the lyrics say, “blinded to disaster, my world kept spinnin’ faster.” I was so caught up in my own momentum, I didn’t see how close I was to the edge.Isn’t that the danger of self-reliance?

    Proverbs warns us plainly:

    There is a way that seems right to a man, but its end is the way of death.” (Proverbs 14:12, NKJV)

    And yet, in that moment of collapse, I found something I never expected: mercy. Desperation brought me back to the old rugged cross. When my world turned so black I couldn’t see, I cried out to Jesus.

    Scripture reassures us of this truth:

    “Then they cried out to the Lord in their trouble, and He delivered them out of their distresses.” (Psalm 107:6, NKJV)

    That’s the beauty of the Gospel. Our desperation is not the end of the story — it’s often the beginning of a new chapter.

    Like a frightened child lost in the night, I searched for Light. And the Light of the world, Jesus Christ, shined on me.

    “I am the light of the world. He who follows Me shall not walk in darkness, but have the light of life.” (John 8:12, NKJV)

    If you find yourself in that dark place today, take heart. Desperation is not a sign of defeat — it’s a sign of awakening. It’s an invitation to return to the One who never stopped loving you.

    Reflect today:

    Where have you seen desperation become a doorway to God’s grace?

    How has the Lord met you in your darkest moments?

    Let’s not walk this road alone.

    Reach out.

    Pray with someone.

    Share the hope that you’ve found.

    Leave a comment or share your story. Let’s encourage one another in this journey of grace.

  • The Deceitfulness of the Heart: A Trap We Cannot Ignore

    “The heart is deceitful above all things, And desperately wicked; Who can know it?” (Jeremiah 17:9, NKJV)

    These are not words we like to hear. Yet they are words we need to hear.

    Jeremiah exposes a brutal reality: our hearts are not trustworthy. They deceive us, they lead us into wickedness, and they convince us we’re doing just fine while we drift further from God.

    This is why Proverbs 3:5 warns, “Trust in the Lord with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding.”

    It’s an urgent reminder to anchor ourselves in something greater than feelings and emotions.

    But let’s be honest — it’s hard. We want to trust ourselves. We like to believe we have good instincts. Yet, self-trust is a dangerous trap because it blinds us to our need for God’s guidance.

    So how do we guard ourselves?

    • 1. Invite God’s Searchlight: Psalm 139:23-24 teaches us to pray, “Search me, O God, and know my heart; Try me, and know my anxieties; And see if there is any wicked way in me, And lead me in the way everlasting.” Honest prayer invites divine inspection.
    • 2. Filter Through the Word: Hebrews 4:12 declares, “For the word of God is living and powerful… and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart.” God’s Word exposes what our emotions conceal.
    • 3. Walk in Community: Ecclesiastes 4:9-10 reminds us, “Two are better than one… For if they fall, one will lift up his companion.” Accountability helps us recognize lies before they entangle us.

    Friend, let’s not be fooled by the soft whispers of a deceitful heart. Let’s submit to God’s truth, and walk with open eyes and open hearts.

    Reflection: When have you realized your heart was leading you astray? How did God pull you back? Share your experience in the comments — your testimony could encourage someone else facing the same battle today.

  • Letting the Kingdoms Fall: A Devotion on True Surrender

    The lyrics of Clay Crosse’s ‘I Surrender All’ reach straight to the heart, don’t they? They pull us into an honest conversation about the things we quietly build in our lives — ambitions, titles, possessions, even the praises of others. The song speaks of “temporary kingdoms on foundations made of sand,” a powerful image that reminds us how easy it is to chase after things that won’t last.

    Jesus had something to say about this. In Matthew 7:24–27 (NKJV), He taught:

    “Therefore whoever hears these sayings of Mine, and does them, I will liken him to a wise man who built his house on the rock… But everyone who hears these sayings of Mine, and does not do them, will be like a foolish man who built his house on the sand.”

    It’s a simple truth, but a hard one to live by. We know the storms of life will come. And yet, too often we invest our energy and identity into structures that can’t withstand the waves. We pour ourselves into careers, reputations, or comfort, only to find they were never meant to carry the weight of our souls.

    Romans 12:1–2 (NKJV) sharpens this even further:

    “I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that you present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable to God, which is your reasonable service. And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind…”

    This is the heart of surrender — not an emotional moment, but a daily decision.

    A conscious offering of our lives, ambitions, and plans at the altar of God’s purpose.

    The song also draws us to one of the most powerful images of surrender in Scripture: Abraham and Isaac. In Genesis 22, Abraham was prepared to give up his promised son, fully trusting God’s will. It was not a careless decision, but an act of deep obedience and unshakable faith. Abraham believed that even if Isaac were taken, God would still keep His promises.

    What about us? Where are we still holding tight to our “temporary kingdoms”? What are we afraid to lay down before God?

    The truth is, surrender is not loss. It’s gain. When we let go of our fragile empires, we take hold of a kingdom that cannot be shaken. When we trust God with our dreams, He shapes them into something eternal.

    Let this be our prayer today:

    Heavenly Father, open our eyes to see where we’ve built on sand instead of the solid rock of Your truth. Give us the courage to let our kingdoms fall, to surrender all that we have and all that we are to You. Teach us to trust You fully, knowing that Your plans are greater than our own. In Jesus’ name, Amen.

    ‘I Surrender All’, by Clay Crosse

  • The Silent Danger: When Generations Lose Sight of God’s Works

    > Judges 2:7, 10-11 (NKJV)[7] So the people served the Lord all the days of Joshua, and all the days of the elders who outlived Joshua, who had seen all the great works of the Lord which He had done for Israel.[10] When all that generation had been gathered to their fathers, another generation arose after them who did not know the Lord nor the work which He had done for Israel.[11] Then the children of Israel did evil in the sight of the Lord, and served the Baals;

    There’s a sobering weight to these verses.Joshua’s generation had walked in the wake of miracles. They’d seen the Red Sea part, witnessed Jericho’s walls tumble, and tasted the manna from heaven. They knew the Lord not just by name but by experience.

    But what happens next is heartbreaking: when that generation passed away, the next didn’t know the Lord or His works. And they didn’t remain neutral — they pursued evil. They served the Baals.

    This progression is a warning. It shows us that the absence of knowing God isn’t a passive condition — it’s an invitation for corruption. When we fail to pass on the truth of who God is, something else rushes in to take His place.

    Our generation must wrestle with this deeply. We’re surrounded by modern idols — comfort, success, self-promotion, entertainment. These aren’t statues of stone, but they demand our allegiance just the same.

    Here’s the question that confronts us: Are we diligently telling the next generation about God’s faithfulness? Are we testifying to His goodness, His power, His mercy?

    It’s not enough to hope they’ll “catch it.” Deuteronomy 6:7 reminds us: “You shall teach them diligently to your children…” This is an active calling.

    When we neglect this, we see Judges 2:11 unfold before our eyes. The vacuum is filled, and it’s not by accident.

    So today, let’s take inventory. Who in your life needs to hear the works of God? Who needs to see your testimony lived out in real time?

    Don’t underestimate your voice.

    Share the stories.

    Pass down the truth.

    Keep the flame alive.

    Reflect and share: What’s one way you’re keeping God’s works in front of the next generation? Where have you seen struggles in this area, and how can we pray together for faithfulness?

  • When Trust Has No Borders: Following God Into Deeper Waters

    Yesterday morning, I found myself meditating on the powerful invitation found in the song “Oceans” by Hillsong: “Spirit lead me where my trust is without borders…”

    Such words challenge us, not to cling to safe ground, but to step bravely into the unknown, confident that God’s hand will guide us every step of the way. This reflective practice has led me to ponder what real, unreserved trust in God looks like in the midst of our daily lives.

    Consider the story of Peter, who stepped out of the boat to walk on water (Matthew 14:29 NKJV). Peter’s journey wasn’t one of immediate or unerring faith; it was marked by moments of courage amid fear, breakthrough amidst stumbling. In much the same way, our lives are a series of small, courageous acts—moments when we allow ourselves to be led by the Spirit even when the path is obscured by uncertainty. The call to “walk upon the waters” is a vivid metaphor for stepping out of our comfort zones and into an arena where God’s power is made perfect in our weakness.

    Proverbs 3:5–6 (NKJV) reminds us, “Trust in the LORD with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding…” This is not simply an instruction for idealistic times, but a daily reminder for when our feet falter and our hearts quaver. The reality of living out such a trust is not without struggles. There are days when the shadows of doubt linger, when our human instincts compel us to retreat to safety. Yet, it is precisely in those moments that faith is refined and our spirits are strengthened.

    Reflecting on my own journey, I see that trusting God fully involves acknowledging the real challenges we face—financial struggles, relational tensions, personal failings—and choosing to rely on the assurances of God’s word despite these difficulties. It means letting the Holy Spirit lead us into spaces where vulnerability meets divine strength.

    This kind of trust is countercultural; it asks us to believe in a promise that goes beyond what is visible and tangible. It’s an invitation to surrender, and in that surrender, discover a deeper intimacy with our Savior.

    Today, I invite you to reflect on what “trust without borders” means in your personal walk.

    Where has God called you out of your comfort zone?

    What waters are you willing to step into, trusting that His presence will make you steady?

    Share your thoughts and struggles in the comments below, and let’s build each other up as we journey toward a more authentic, fearless faith. May every step you take, no matter how uncertain, lead you closer to the heart of our Lord.

  • More Than Sacrifice: Returning to the Heart of True Repentance

    “For You do not desire sacrifice, or else I would give it; You do not delight in burnt offering. The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit, a broken and a contrite heart—These, O God, You will not despise.”— Psalm 51:16-17 (NKJV)

    If we’re honest, most of us have tried to negotiate with God at some point. When conviction comes crashing down, when we can no longer ignore the weight of our own sin, what’s the first thing we do? We scramble to “do” something — as if enough good deeds or pious gestures can patch over the broken places in our soul. We promise to pray more, serve harder, give bigger. But let’s not kid ourselves.

    God isn’t looking for our performance. He’s looking for our heart.

    That’s what makes David’s words in Psalm 51 so powerful. Here is a man who has fallen hard — caught in the mess of his own rebellion, his sin exposed under the holy light of God’s justice. But instead of offering God some grand display, David offers Him what God desires most: honest repentance.“Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me.” (Psalm 51:10 NKJV)

    David doesn’t just want to feel better about himself. He wants to be changed. He pleads with God, not to ignore his sin, but to cleanse him from it. He knows the weight of his guilt and confesses it plainly: “Against You, You only, have I sinned, and done this evil in Your sight.” (Psalm 51:4 NKJV)

    Compare this to King Saul. When Saul disobeyed God in 1 Samuel 15, he tried to cover his rebellion with sacrifice. He kept what was forbidden, then tried to justify his actions under the pretense of worship. But God’s reply, through the prophet Samuel, cuts straight to the core: “Behold, to obey is better than sacrifice, and to heed than the fat of rams.” (1 Samuel 15:22 NKJV)

    It’s a warning we’d do well to take seriously.We can fill our calendars with church activities. We can lift our hands in worship, write generous checks, and quote all the right verses. But if our hearts are not surrendered — if obedience is replaced by empty motions — we are only playing games with a holy God.

    And He is not fooled.

    What God desires is not outward compliance but inward transformation. He does not despise the broken spirit. He does not turn away from the contrite heart. In fact, that is exactly what draws His mercy near.“Restore to me the joy of Your salvation, and uphold me by Your generous Spirit.” (Psalm 51:12 NKJV)

    Maybe that’s where you are today. Maybe you’re tired of performing, tired of carrying the weight of your sin in silence. Can I tell you this? There is freedom waiting on the other side of surrender. Not in pretending you’re fine, not in sacrificing to cover your shame, but in bringing your broken heart to the only One who can make it whole.

    So let’s lay it down.

    Let’s stop running.

    Let’s return, with honesty and humility, to the God who delights in mercy.

    I’d love to hear your reflections. How has God met you in your moments of honest repentance? How have you experienced His restoration?

    Let’s encourage one another in the comments.

  • When God Whispers Through the Noise

    “Be still, and know that I am God.” (Psalm 46:10, NKJV)

    Stillness.

    It feels almost unnatural in today’s world, doesn’t it? We wear busyness like a badge of honor, convinced that our value is measured by how much we can cram into a day. The world around us is loud — opinions, pressures, expectations, fears. Silence feels uncomfortable, like something is wrong.

    But then we come to the command in Psalm 46:10: “Be still, and know that I am God.”

    Notice, it’s not a suggestion. It’s not a comfort phrase. It’s a command from the mouth of the Almighty. He is not asking us to be still because He needs quiet — He’s asking because we do.

    Being still is not the absence of activity; it’s the presence of intentional trust. It’s stepping back from the frantic pace of life and remembering who is really in control.

    This takes me to one of my favorite passages — 1 Kings 19:11-12. Elijah, the bold prophet of God, finds himself worn out, hiding in a cave. Fearful. Burned out. He had seen the fire of God fall from heaven, witnessed miracles beyond imagination, but now? He’s alone and desperate for God to speak.

    And God does speak. But not in the way Elijah (or we) might expect.

    “Then He said, ‘Go out, and stand on the mountain before the Lord.’ And behold, the Lord passed by, and a great and strong wind tore into the mountains and broke the rocks in pieces before the Lord, but the Lord was not in the wind; and after the wind an earthquake, but the Lord was not in the earthquake; and after the earthquake a fire, but the Lord was not in the fire; and after the fire a still small voice.” (1 Kings 19:11-12, NKJV)

    God could have spoken through the storm. Through the earthquake. Through the fire. But He chose the whisper.

    Why?

    Because whispers draw us close. Whispers require attentiveness. You can hear a shout from across a field, but a whisper?

    You have to lean in.

    Focus.

    Quiet yourself.

    What if the breakthrough we’ve been begging God for is already there, tucked inside His quiet whisper? What if, in the chaos of our own making, we’ve been missing His gentle call to trust Him more deeply?Here’s the hard part: stillness feels risky. It feels like surrendering control (because it is). But in that surrender, we discover the deep, unshakeable knowledge that He is God. Sovereign over the winds, the earthquakes, the fires — and yes, even the silences.

    Let me ask you this, and I’d love to hear your reflections:

    What does “being still” practically look like in your life today?

    And maybe, just maybe, is there a whisper from God you’ve been too busy to hear?

    Let’s encourage each other in the comments below. We’re all learning to listen.

  • The Danger of the Slow Fade: Catch It Before It’s Too Late

    There’s a quiet drift that threatens every believer.

    It’s not loud.

    It’s not sudden.

    It’s a slow fade.

    No one wakes up and decides to destroy their marriage, compromise their integrity, or walk away from the faith in a single day. That’s not how the enemy works. He doesn’t kick the door down; he cracks it open, just a little — just enough to let the drift begin.

    Ever look back and wonder, “How did I get here?” God knows I have. The truth is, it was never just one decision; it was a series of small compromises—tiny choices that seemed insignificant at the time. Little seeds were planted one at a time, never intended for cultivation. An inappropriate tease responded to; an innocent flirtation offered.

    The song “Slow Fade” by Casting Crowns captures this perfectly. It warns us: “People never crumble in a day.” And it’s true. Sin starts small, subtle, almost invisible to the untrained eye. But left unchecked, it grows like a cancer in the soul.James 1:14-15 (NKJV) lays it out clearly: “But each one is tempted when he is drawn away by his own desires and enticed. Then, when desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin; and sin, when it is full-grown, brings forth death.”

    Did you catch that? It starts with desire — not even action yet. Then it conceives. It grows. And eventually, it produces death.

    The first glance is natural; we often have no control over that. But that second glance? The one where you do the double take? It’s the thought you let linger, the conversation you justify, the place you visit thinking it’s no big deal. Slowly, what once felt black and white turns into blurry shades of gray. Your vision becomes clouded, and the lines between right and wrong are obscured.

    The journey from your mind to your hands is shorter than you think.

    That’s why Proverbs 4:23 (NKJV) urges, “Keep your heart with all diligence, for out of it spring the issues of life.”

    Guard your heart like your life depends on it — because it does.

    And let’s be honest here. The little compromises are the most dangerous because they feel harmless. The second glance. The questionable joke. The subtle gossip masked as a prayer request. It’s easy to justify these things as small, but small cracks in the foundation still bring down houses.

    More than that — you’re not walking this road alone.

    “For it’s the little feet behind you that are sure to follow.”

    Your choices today shape not just your life, but the lives of those watching you. Children, friends, new believers — they’re all observing the steps you take.

    So let me ask you plainly: where might you be slowly fading today?Where have the lines between black and white started turning gray?Psalm 139:23-24 (NKJV) gives us the prayer we all need right now: “Search me, O God, and know my heart; try me, and know my anxieties; and see if there is any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.”

    Pray it.

    Mean it.

    And respond when the Holy Spirit reveals what needs to change.

    Don’t wait for the collapse. Catch the fade while you still have time.