Tag: God Is Not Finished

  • Sometimes You Hear Best In the Dark

    Sometimes You Hear Best In the Dark

    One evening in Puerto Rico, Lisa came in from sitting on the balcony with Ashlee.

    We were eight floors above the ocean, with a beautiful oceanfront view. During the day, you could see the water stretching toward the horizon.

    But at night, much of that view disappeared.

    Even with moonlight, there were still shadows. Dark places. Areas where the eye simply could not make out what was there.

    Lisa said something that stayed with me.

    “Sometimes you hear best when you’re in the dark.”

    She had been sitting outside listening.

    The wind.

    The surf.

    The insects.

    Even the sound of Ashlee breathing beside her.

    None of those sounds suddenly appeared because the sun went down.

    They had been there all along.

    The darkness simply made her more aware of them.

    Her words immediately took me back many years.

    As a young man, I went on a lot of late-night horseback rides. Sometimes the moon was bright enough to give me a general idea of where I was going, but there were always shadows where my eyes could not clearly make out the trail.

    There were times when I trusted the horse’s instincts more than my own eyesight.

    And something else happened in the darkness.

    I listened differently.

    I could hear twigs snapping.

    Leaves rustling as small animals moved through them.

    Sounds that might have gone unnoticed in daylight suddenly got my attention.

    The darkness did not mean I was on the wrong trail.

    It simply meant I could not see as much of it.

    I think we sometimes confuse those two things spiritually.

    There are seasons when we cannot see where God is leading us.

    We cannot see what He is doing.

    We cannot see how the situation is going to work out.

    And because we cannot see the road ahead, we begin to wonder whether we somehow missed God altogether.

    But just because you cannot see where you are going does not mean you are on the wrong track.

    And it does not mean you are alone.

    Jesus said:

    “My sheep hear My voice, and I know them, and they follow Me.” ~ John 10:27, NKJV ~

    Notice what Jesus did not say.

    He did not say His sheep would always see the entire path.

    He said they would hear His voice.

    There is a difference.

    Sometimes we spend so much energy asking God to show us the road that we forget to listen for the One who is leading us down it.

    “Lord, show me what happens next.”

    “Show me how this is going to work.”

    “Show me where this is going.”

    “Show me what You are doing.”

    And sometimes the answer does not come as more light.

    Sometimes the answer comes as a voice in the darkness saying,

    “Follow Me.”

    David wrote:

    “Indeed, the darkness shall not hide from You,
    But the night shines as the day;
    The darkness and the light are both alike to You.”
    ~ Psalm 139:12 ~

    The darkness that limits my vision does not limit His.

    My darkness is not God’s darkness.

    I may not know what lies around the next bend.

    He does.

    I may not be able to see ten steps ahead.

    He can see the entire journey.

    Faith is not pretending the darkness is not real.

    Faith is not claiming we know where everything is going.

    Sometimes faith is simply saying:

    “I cannot see the trail very clearly right now, but I know the voice of the One I am following.”

    Maybe you have been asking God to turn the lights back on.

    Maybe you have been asking Him to show you the whole road.

    But perhaps this season is teaching you something else.

    To listen.

    To recognize His voice.

    To trust His leading.

    Because you do not always need to see the entire trail.

    You need to know the voice of the One leading you.

    And sometimes…

    you hear the Master best in the dark.

  • Another Way In

    Another Way In

    Standing at El Morro in Old San Juan, it is difficult not to be impressed by its strength.

    For centuries, Castillo San Felipe del Morro stood guard over the entrance to San Juan Bay. Massive walls. Cannons aimed toward the sea. A commanding position overlooking the harbor.

    It was built for one purpose:

    See the enemy coming—and stop him before he gets through.

    And from the sea, El Morro was remarkably effective.

    But history teaches us something important.

    When attacking forces discovered how difficult it was to defeat San Juan through its strongest defenses, they looked for another way.

    They came from the land.

    They probed the defenses.

    They searched for the place that wasn’t as well protected.

    And our adversary hasn’t changed his strategy.

    He Doesn’t Have To Break Your Strongest Wall

    Some of us have built enormous spiritual defenses around the places where we’ve already fought battles.

    We’ve learned.

    We’ve grown.

    We’ve established boundaries.

    We’ve memorized the Scriptures.

    We’ve recognized the warning signs.

    The enemy may have attacked that wall a hundred times—and discovered that it isn’t moving.

    But don’t confuse his silence with surrender.

    If the enemy cannot get through the wall, he will start walking around it.

    Peter warned us:

    “Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour.” ~1 Peter 5:8~

    Notice the language.

    Walketh about. Seeking.

    The enemy isn’t merely attacking.

    He’s looking.

    Watching.

    Searching for another way in.

    Sometimes He Sends a Scout First

    An invading army doesn’t always begin with thousands of soldiers charging the wall.

    Sometimes it begins with reconnaissance.

    Something small.

    Something seemingly insignificant.

    Something that doesn’t appear threatening enough to sound the alarm.

    And spiritually, compromise often begins the same way.

    It doesn’t announce:

    I’m here to destroy your marriage.

    I’m here to ruin your testimony.

    I’m here to pull you away from God.

    Instead, it whispers:

    There’s nothing wrong with this.

    Just this once.

    You deserve this.

    Nobody will ever know.

    You’re strong enough to handle it.

    Sometimes the scout may even look friendly.

    It may speak our language.

    It may appeal to something familiar.

    It may simply ask for a little room.

    And Paul warned:

    “Neither give place to the devil.” ~Ephesians 4:27

    He doesn’t have to possess the entire fortress to begin gaining ground.

    He only needs a place.

    Where Is Your Wall Unguarded?

    That’s the uncomfortable question El Morro asks us.

    We usually know where our strongest walls are.

    But what about the places we aren’t watching?

    Maybe it’s resentment we’ve justified.

    Attention we’ve begun enjoying a little too much.

    A friendship where boundaries have slowly moved.

    Something we’re watching that we once wouldn’t have watched.

    A private thought we’ve stopped challenging.

    A disappointment with God we’ve stopped talking to Him about.

    None of those things necessarily means the fortress has fallen.

    But they may reveal something important:

    where the wall isn’t being watched.

    The enemy doesn’t need to destroy your strongest wall if you’ll leave another gate unguarded.

    Keep Watch

    Peter’s warning doesn’t end with the enemy.

    Neither should ours.

    “Whom resist stedfast in the faith…” ~1 Peter 5:9

    The answer isn’t paranoia.

    It’s vigilance.

    We don’t have to spend our lives frightened of Satan or suspicious of everyone around us.

    We simply need to remain sober.

    Watchful.

    Prayerful.

    Honest enough to recognize our vulnerabilities—and humble enough to guard them.

    El Morro didn’t survive centuries because nobody attacked it.

    It survived because somebody kept watch.

    Don’t mistake the absence of an attack for the absence of an enemy.

    The enemy may simply be walking around the wall.

    Keep watch.

  • Even Into the Storm

    Even Into the Storm

    Scripture Focus: Jonah 1–4

    “Now the word of the LORD came unto Jonah the son of Amittai, saying, Arise, go to Nineveh, that great city, and cry against it…”
    — Jonah 1:1–2

    Jonah knew exactly what God had said.

    There was no confusion about the calling. No uncertainty about the destination. No need to pray about it for another week and ask God for confirmation.

    God had spoken.

    “Arise, go to Nineveh.”

    Jonah arose.

    And went the other direction.

    “But Jonah rose up to flee unto Tarshish from the presence of the LORD…”

    Those two verses establish the conflict of the entire book. God said Nineveh. Jonah chose Tarshish.

    It would be easy to reduce Jonah’s story to a simple lesson about obedience: God told Jonah to do something, Jonah refused, God sent a fish, Jonah changed his mind, and eventually Jonah obeyed.

    But Jonah is far more complicated than that.

    So are we.

    Jonah knew God. He was a prophet. He had heard the voice of God and had been used by God before. His problem wasn’t that he didn’t know what God wanted.

    His problem was that he didn’t want what God wanted.

    And there is a world of difference between the two.

    The Fare to Tarshish

    Jonah went down to Joppa and found exactly what he was looking for—a ship headed toward Tarshish.

    That must have seemed convenient.

    Think about that for a moment.

    Jonah was running from God, arrived at the port, and there happened to be a ship going exactly where he wanted to go.

    We sometimes make the mistake of believing that an open door must mean God approves of the direction we are taking.

    Not necessarily.

    Sometimes there is a ship to Tarshish.

    Jonah found one.

    Then Scripture includes a small detail that is easy to overlook:

    “He paid the fare thereof.”

    Jonah had to pay for passage in the wrong direction.

    Running from God cost Jonah something before the storm ever arrived.

    Disobedience always has a fare.

    Sometimes we pay it in time.

    Sometimes in peace.

    Sometimes in relationships.

    Sometimes in opportunities.

    Sometimes in years we can never recover.

    We spend enormous amounts of energy trying to maintain a journey God never told us to take.

    Jonah bought passage to Tarshish, but he could not purchase distance from God.

    He could leave Israel.

    He could sail across the Mediterranean.

    He could surround himself with people who knew nothing about his calling.

    But there was nowhere Jonah could go where God ceased to be God.

    Jonah discovered something David had written about long before:

    “Whither shall I go from thy spirit? or whither shall I flee from thy presence?”

    The answer is nowhere.

    Jonah could run.

    God could follow.

    But the LORD

    Jonah found his ship.

    “But the LORD sent out a great wind into the sea.”

    There is that word:

    But.

    Jonah had made his plans.

    But the LORD.

    Jonah had purchased his ticket.

    But the LORD.

    Jonah had boarded the ship.

    But the LORD.

    Jonah was headed toward Tarshish.

    But the LORD.

    The storm was not evidence that God had abandoned Jonah.

    It was evidence that God had not.

    That distinction matters.

    Not every storm in life is caused by disobedience. Scripture gives us far too many examples of righteous people suffering to make such a careless claim. Job suffered without Jonah’s rebellion. Paul encountered storms while obeying God. Jesus Himself sent His disciples across the Sea of Galilee, where they encountered a storm while doing exactly what He had told them to do.

    We should never look at someone struggling and automatically assume, “They must have disobeyed God.”

    But Jonah knew why this storm had come.

    He was running.

    And God loved him too much to simply wave goodbye from the shoreline.

    Sleeping Through the Storm

    The storm became so violent that experienced sailors became afraid.

    These were not men unfamiliar with the sea. Storms were part of their lives.

    Yet this one frightened them.

    They began throwing cargo overboard to lighten the ship.

    Then they began praying.

    “Every man unto his god.”

    Everybody aboard that ship seemed to understand that something serious was happening.

    Everybody except Jonah.

    Jonah was below deck.

    Asleep.

    The prophet of God was sleeping while pagan sailors were praying.

    There is an uncomfortable picture there.

    Jonah had become so settled into his disobedience that he could sleep while the consequences raged around him.

    Isn’t that sometimes how we become?

    At first, running from God bothers us.

    Our conscience speaks.

    The Spirit convicts.

    Something inside us knows we are moving in the wrong direction.

    But if we continue long enough, we can become comfortable somewhere we never should have been comfortable.

    We can sleep on the way to Tarshish.

    We can become spiritually numb while storms rage around us.

    I know.

    I’ve been there.

    There have been times when I knew what God had said and still thought I knew better. Times when I stepped away, pulled back, resisted, or tried to convince myself that another direction would be easier.

    The frightening part isn’t always the running.

    Sometimes it is how comfortable we can eventually become while running.

    Everyone on the Ship Paid

    The sailors eventually cast lots to determine who was responsible for the calamity.

    The lot fell on Jonah.

    Suddenly the questions came.

    Who are you?

    Where are you from?

    What do you do?

    What people do you belong to?

    Jonah answered:

    “I am an Hebrew; and I fear the LORD, the God of heaven, which hath made the sea and the dry land.”

    His theology was correct.

    His life was contradicting it.

    Jonah claimed to fear the God who made the sea while using that very sea to run from Him.

    The sailors recognized the contradiction.

    Verse 10 tells us Jonah had explained that he was fleeing from the presence of the LORD.

    Their response was essentially:

    Why would you do this?

    And by this point, Jonah was no longer the only one suffering because of his decision.

    That deserves our attention.

    Our disobedience rarely affects only us.

    The sailors didn’t choose Jonah’s rebellion.

    They didn’t hear God’s command and reject it.

    They were simply on the same boat with the man who did.

    Yet their lives were endangered.

    Their cargo was lost.

    Their journey was interrupted.

    They experienced fear they never would have experienced had Jonah obeyed God.

    That is a serious warning for anyone who says:

    “My decisions are between me and God.”

    Not always.

    Sometimes our families ride on the ship with us.

    Our children.

    Our spouses.

    Our churches.

    Our friends.

    The people we are supposed to be ministering to.

    The people who depend on us.

    The people who simply happen to be close enough to experience the consequences of our decisions.

    Jonah bought one ticket, but an entire ship entered the storm.

    Sin loves to tell us that our choices are private.

    They rarely remain that way.

    Throw Me Overboard

    Eventually Jonah admitted what had to happen.

    “Take me up, and cast me forth into the sea; so shall the sea be calm unto you.”

    Interestingly, the sailors initially refused.

    They rowed harder.

    They tried desperately to reach land.

    These men, who had every reason to be angry with Jonah, still attempted to save him.

    But they couldn’t.

    Finally, after crying out to the LORD, they threw Jonah overboard.

    Immediately the sea became calm.

    And something remarkable happened.

    The sailors who began the chapter crying out to their own gods ended the episode fearing the LORD.

    “They feared the LORD exceedingly, and offered a sacrifice unto the LORD, and made vows.”

    Even in Jonah’s rebellion, God revealed Himself to people who had not known Him.

    That does not excuse Jonah’s disobedience.

    But it does reveal something extraordinary about God.

    God is capable of working redemptively even in situations created by our failures.

    He does not need our mistakes.

    He does not approve of our rebellion.

    But neither is He defeated by them.

    God can take the wreckage of human disobedience and still reveal Himself in the middle of it.

    Then Jonah disappeared beneath the waves.

    And for the first time in the story, there was nothing Jonah could do.

    No ship.

    No fare.

    No destination.

    No plan.

    No escape.

    He could not sail himself out.

    He could not bargain his way out.

    He could not swim his way out.

    Jonah had finally reached a place where he could not save himself.

    And God was already there.

    God Had Prepared a Fish

    “Now the LORD had prepared a great fish to swallow up Jonah.”

    Most of us grew up thinking the fish was Jonah’s punishment.

    Look again.

    Jonah was drowning.

    The fish kept him alive.

    The storm confronted Jonah.

    The sea broke Jonah’s illusion of control.

    But the fish preserved him.

    The fish was not God saying:

    “Now I’ve got you.”

    It was God saying:

    “I’m not finished with you.”

    What looked like the worst possible thing that could happen to Jonah was actually God’s provision for him.

    Imagine Jonah sinking beneath the surface.

    The ship growing distant above him.

    The light disappearing.

    His strength failing.

    There was no human possibility of rescue.

    And then came the fish.

    Not how Jonah would have designed salvation.

    Certainly not comfortable.

    Definitely not pleasant.

    But effective.

    Sometimes God’s rescue does not look like rescue when it first arrives.

    Sometimes it looks like an interruption.

    A closed door.

    A consequence.

    A season we never would have chosen.

    Something gets removed.

    Something collapses.

    Something we depended upon disappears.

    And in the moment, all we can see is the fish.

    Only later do we understand:

    That wasn’t God destroying me.

    That was God refusing to let me drown.

    From the Belly of the Fish

    Jonah finally prayed.

    Not from a temple.

    Not from Jerusalem.

    Not standing confidently before a congregation.

    From the belly of a fish.

    There are prayers we pray when we still believe we can fix everything ourselves.

    Then there are prayers we pray when every other option is gone.

    Jonah remembered God.

    He acknowledged his helplessness.

    He recognized that salvation belonged to the LORD.

    And God spoke to the fish.

    Jonah was deposited onto dry land.

    Wet.

    Humbled.

    Probably smelling worse than any prophet in Israel.

    But alive.

    Then Jonah 3 begins with one of the most beautiful statements in the book:

    “And the word of the LORD came unto Jonah the second time.”

    The second time.

    God could have found another prophet.

    He could have replaced Jonah.

    Jonah had openly rebelled against a direct command from God.

    He ran.

    He endangered others.

    He resisted.

    He failed.

    Yet after the storm, after the sea, after the fish, God spoke to Jonah again.

    The calling survived the failure.

    “Arise, go unto Nineveh.”

    Almost exactly what God had said the first time.

    God had not changed the assignment.

    He had been working on the messenger.

    And this time Jonah went.

    The Runaway Preaches to Runaways

    Jonah entered Nineveh and proclaimed the warning God had given him.

    And Nineveh responded.

    The people believed God.

    They fasted.

    They repented.

    Even the king humbled himself.

    And God saw their response and withheld the destruction He had warned them about.

    That should have been the triumphant ending.

    The runaway prophet had been restored.

    The wicked city had repented.

    Thousands had been spared.

    Everyone should have been celebrating.

    Except Jonah.

    Jonah was angry.

    And now we finally learn why he ran.

    It wasn’t because he was afraid to preach.

    It wasn’t because he doubted God’s power.

    Jonah ran because he knew God’s character.

    He told God:

    “I knew that thou art a gracious God, and merciful, slow to anger, and of great kindness…”

    There is the great irony of Jonah.

    Jonah wanted mercy for Jonah but judgment for Nineveh.

    He was grateful for the fish when he was drowning.

    He was angry about grace when Nineveh needed it.

    He celebrated the mercy that saved the prophet but resented the mercy that saved the city.

    And suddenly the story turns the mirror toward us again.

    How easily we receive grace while deciding who else deserves it.

    We thank God for forgiving our failures while remembering someone else’s.

    We rejoice that God pursued us while secretly wishing He would punish those who hurt us.

    We sing about amazing grace until grace becomes amazing for someone we don’t think deserves it.

    Jonah had learned that God would pursue a runaway prophet.

    Now he had to learn that God would also pursue a wicked city.

    The God Who Pursues

    That may be the deepest message of Jonah.

    Everyone is running from something.

    Jonah ran from Nineveh.

    Nineveh had run far from righteousness.

    Even after obeying, Jonah still struggled with his own heart.

    Yet God kept pursuing.

    He pursued Jonah with a storm.

    He pursued the sailors through Jonah’s failure.

    He pursued Jonah beneath the waves.

    He pursued Nineveh through preaching.

    And in chapter 4, He was still pursuing Jonah through a plant, a worm, a hot east wind, and a conversation.

    The book ends without telling us how Jonah responded.

    God asks:

    “Should not I spare Nineveh…?”

    And then the story stops.

    No recorded answer from Jonah.

    Perhaps that is intentional.

    Because eventually the question stops being about Jonah.

    It becomes a question for us.

    Do we believe God has the right to show mercy to people we would rather condemn?

    Can we celebrate redemption when the person being redeemed is someone we believe deserves judgment?

    Can we trust God enough to go where He sends us, even when we do not understand—or even like—what He intends to do there?

    And when we are the ones running, can we believe His pursuit is not always anger?

    Sometimes the storm is mercy.

    Sometimes the interruption is mercy.

    Sometimes the fish is mercy.

    Sometimes the second chance is mercy.

    Jonah ran.

    God followed.

    Into Joppa.

    Onto the sea.

    Into the storm.

    Beneath the waves.

    All the way to Nineveh.

    Jonah discovered that there is no distance far enough, no sea wide enough, no failure deep enough to place a person beyond the reach of God.

    His disobedience had consequences.

    His rebellion affected innocent people.

    His failure was real.

    But his failure did not get the final word.

    God did.

    And when Jonah finally reached the place where he could no longer save himself, God had already prepared what he needed.

    The fish wasn’t revenge.

    It was rescue.

    The storm wasn’t the end.

    It became the road back.

    And the God Jonah was desperately trying to escape turned out to be the only One who could save him.

    Jonah ran.

    God pursued.

    Jonah sank.

    God provided.

    Jonah failed.

    God spoke a second time.

    That is more than the story of a runaway prophet.

    That is redemption.