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  • Shaken, but Still Standing

    Shaken, but Still Standing

    Job 23:8–10; Matthew 7:24–27

    On the night of April 30, 2019, tornado sirens sounded in the small town of Haileyville, Oklahoma. An EF2 tornado swept through the area, damaging homes, vehicles, and businesses. The far northwestern corner of neighboring Hartshorne was also affected, but to a lesser degree.

    At the time, I was managing TH Rogers Lumber in Hartshorne. I’d heard reports as I was getting ready to leave the house the next morning, Wednesday, May 1, but what I heard hadn’t prepared me for what I saw as I approached Haileyville on my way to work.

    I drove slowly through town without stopping while emergency workers and first responders worked to ensure everyone was accounted for. Later that morning, I went out to survey the damage, assess what people needed, and determine what our store could provide.

    The devastation was mind-boggling.

    The roof had been torn off the back two-thirds of a secondhand resale store, leaving the front relatively undamaged. At another small shop, the front half was gone while the back portion appeared unscathed.

    A highway directional sign had been twisted nearly 270 degrees. The sign directing travelers toward Highway 270 East now pointed south-southwest.

    The post office roof was shredded. The roof and kitchen exhaust equipment from my favorite café were lying about a hundred yards away in someone’s backyard.

    At an auto body shop, the tornado had torn through the middle of the building, leaving damage that looked as though a semi had been driven straight through it.

    Dozens of homes were damaged, several beyond repair.

    One home was still under construction. It had been framed with metal studs, the metal siding was just going on, and the windows had been installed the Friday before the tornado. Now the framing lay bent and collapsed across the concrete slab, with window units scattered among the wreckage. Work completed only days earlier had been undone in a matter of moments.

    An antique store operating out of a repurposed home had been lifted from its foundation. The anchor bolts had ripped through the wooden sill plate as the structure was picked up nearly intact and deposited about fifteen feet behind its original location.

    For the people who lived and worked in Haileyville, those buildings held years of effort, memories, and plans. In a matter of moments, so much of what had seemed secure had been torn apart.

    I took photographs during that visit, with permission from the business owners and homeowners. At the time, I was focused on the work in front of me. People had immediate needs, and I was trying to figure out how we could help. I didn’t stop to draw a spiritual lesson from what I was seeing.

    That connection came more than seven years later.

    I’d discovered Adobe Premiere on my iPhone and started going through photographs to see what I could create. I added a picture, then some words, then looked for other photographs that fit the thought as it developed.

    As the images and words took shape, I began connecting the destruction I’d witnessed with the ways life can leave us shaken, disoriented, and wondering where God is.

    Some storms give us enough warning to hear the sirens and find shelter. Others arrive through a phone call, a difficult conversation, or news we never expected. They shake our confidence, disrupt our plans, and leave us struggling to understand what comes next.

    And sometimes, in the middle of it all, we struggle to find God.

    That thought brought me to Job 23.

    In the verses leading up to Job 23:10, Job describes searching for God and being unable to perceive Him. Yet even there, with his questions still unanswered in the wake of utter devastation, he says:

    “But He knows the way that I take;
    When He has tested me, I shall come forth as gold.”

    —Job 23:10, NKJV

    Job couldn’t see what God was doing, but he trusted that God knew where he was.

    We can find ourselves unable to perceive God in the middle of our circumstances and still trust that He knows the way we take.

    As I continued looking through the photographs, another image caught my attention differently.

    At least three rafters had been pulled from beneath the roof of a house. The wall was damaged, and the structure had been destabilized. Yet the house remained standing.

    Looking at that picture now, I think about what it means to endure the storms of life.

    We can suffer real damage. We can grieve, struggle, and find ourselves uncertain about how to move forward. Our lives may look very different from what we’d planned.

    And still, we can stand.

    In Matthew 7:24–27, Jesus describes a wise man who built his house on the rock. The rain fell, the floods came, and the winds beat against it. The house stood because of its foundation.

    Jesus also describes a house built on sand. The rain, floods, and wind came against that house, and it fell.

    Both houses faced the storm. The foundation they were built on mattered.

    Jesus connects building on the rock to hearing His words and putting them into practice. That brings the question close to home:

    What have I chosen to build my life on?

    It’s a question worth considering before the wind begins to blow—and one we may find ourselves answering again while standing among the pieces of what has been damaged.

    Building on Christ means learning to depend on Him and live by His words. That trust takes shape in the choices we make, the prayers we bring, and the steps of obedience we take while our questions remain unanswered.

    Sometimes that prayer comes through tears. Sometimes the next step feels small. Sometimes we need someone beside us to help us take it.

    Standing may look like praying again, accepting help, or taking one faithful step through a day we’re struggling to face.

    We may come through a storm carrying wounds. We may need time, help, and healing. We may have a great deal of rebuilding ahead of us.

    Through all of it, Christ remains worthy of our trust.

    That’s where these photographs bring me now: to Job’s assurance that God knows the way we take, and to Jesus’ invitation to build our lives on His words.

    You may be looking at circumstances you don’t understand. You may be grieving something you spent years building. You may be praying and wondering why the answers haven’t come.

    You can bring those questions to God. You can tell Him how much it hurts. And you can trust Him with the next step, even while the way ahead is unclear.

    When you can’t seem to find Him, He still knows exactly where you are.

    And when your life has been shaken, you can keep placing your trust in Christ—the foundation on whom you can stand.

  • Grace For What Remains

    2 Corinthians 12:7–10 NKJV

    It is possible to reach the end of the week with the same burden you carried into it.

    You have prayed. You have tried to trust God with what you cannot understand. You have brought Him your questions and taken the next faithful step as best you knew how.

    And you still need help.

    The pain has not eased. The circumstances remain uncertain. Something you hoped would be resolved by now is still waiting when you wake up.

    What does faith look like there?

    Paul knew what it was to ask God for relief from something that remained. In 2 Corinthians 12, he described a thorn in the flesh and wrote:

    “Concerning this thing I pleaded with the Lord three times that it might depart from me.”
    — 2 Corinthians 12:8 NKJV

    He pleaded.

    Paul’s understanding of God did not keep him from wanting the affliction to end. His calling did not make him indifferent to pain. He brought the need to the Lord and asked Him to remove it.

    We can ask, too.

    We can pray for healing, restoration, provision, and deliverance. We can tell God that we are tired and want relief. Bringing Him that request does not mean we have failed to surrender.

    But Paul received an answer that directed his attention to the help Christ would provide while the weakness continued:

    “My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.”
    — 2 Corinthians 12:9 NKJV

    The thorn had not departed. Christ’s grace was sufficient for Paul within it.

    That is a truth we need when the prayer has been earnest and the difficulty remains.

    His grace is sufficient even in our pain, fear, and disappointment. Its sufficiency does not depend on our ability to understand what is happening or gather enough strength to face it alone.

    We may feel overwhelmed. We may have no explanation. We may come to Him with nothing more articulate than, “Lord, I need You.”

    His answer to Paul gives us reason to depend on Him there.

    “My strength is made perfect in weakness.”

    Our weakness does not make Christ more powerful than He was before. It becomes the place where His power is brought to its full expression in us—where what sustains us reaches beyond what we can supply for ourselves.

    That can be difficult to accept. I would often prefer enough strength to feel in control. I want to know that I can handle what is coming.

    Yet there are circumstances in which I cannot manufacture the strength I need. My resolve has limits. My understanding falls short. My best efforts cannot carry everything.

    There, I must learn to depend on the sufficiency of His grace.

    Paul came to understand this so deeply that he continued:

    “Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.”
    — 2 Corinthians 12:9 NKJV

    His confidence rested in the power of Christ. The weakness he wanted removed had become a place where he experienced the Lord’s sustaining strength.

    We do not have to pretend that suffering feels good to receive that truth. But we do need to understand, as Paul did, that continuing weakness does not place us beyond Christ’s faithful help.

    We can hurt and still be upheld by Him. We can feel afraid and still depend on His strength. We can be disappointed by what has not changed and still trust that His grace is sufficient for what we face today.

    Sometimes that dependence finds expression in another prayer. Sometimes it means accepting practical help, seeking treatment, resting, or admitting to someone we trust that we are struggling.

    Receiving help is consistent with acknowledging our weakness. We were never asked to prove the sufficiency of God’s grace by refusing the care available to us.

    Nor does continued distress prove that our faith is deficient. Grace does not require us to reach a point where we no longer feel the weight of what we are carrying.

    And personal growth is not a payment God requires before He will grant relief. We cannot turn Paul’s experience into an explanation for every person’s suffering or tell someone that their difficulty will end once they have learned enough.

    Paul received a particular answer concerning his thorn. We may not know why our own circumstances continue. But we can bring our need to the same faithful Lord.

    We can keep asking Him to intervene while depending on His grace within what remains.

    Paul concluded:

    “For when I am weak, then I am strong.”
    — 2 Corinthians 12:10 NKJV

    He had learned where his strength came from.

    At the end of this week, we may still have unanswered questions. We may still need healing, provision, reconciliation, or relief.

    We can acknowledge that need without surrendering our confidence in Christ.

    The difficulty may exceed our strength. His grace remains sufficient.

    The need may remain. So does His grace.

    Lord, I am still asking for relief. While this difficulty remains, sustain me by Your grace. When I feel weak, afraid, or disappointed, help me depend on Your strength and receive the care I need for today.

  • How Long, O Lord

    How Long, O Lord

    Psalm 13:1–6; Luke 18:1 NKJV

    Some prayers remain tender long after we first prayed them. Even after we’ve been faithful, prayed earnestly, waited expectantly, and continued believing that God could intervene, we may still wake up to yet another morning with the need unresolved.

    We bring it to God again because it is still there.

    The relationship has not been restored. The diagnosis has not changed. The opportunity has not come. The grief still catches us off guard. The person we love is still struggling. The question remains unanswered.

    We have prayed about it before—perhaps more times than we can count—and we may no longer know what else to say.

    David knew the weariness of waiting. He began Psalm 13 with a question he repeated four times:

    “How long, O Lord? Will You forget me forever?
    How long will You hide Your face from me?
    How long shall I take counsel in my soul,
    Having sorrow in my heart daily?”

    — Psalm 13:1–2 NKJV

    David did not hide his distress behind carefully chosen religious language. He felt forgotten. He carried sorrow every day. He wanted to know how much longer he would have to live with what was hurting him.

    And Scripture does not condemn him for asking.

    “How long?” is not necessarily the question of someone who has stopped believing. It can be the cry of someone who still believes God hears, still believes He can intervene, and still cannot understand why He has not intervened.

    Lament is not the absence of faith. It is faith refusing to suffer in silence.

    Sometimes we think trusting God means we should no longer feel the ache of waiting. We may pressure ourselves to sound more confident than we feel or hurry toward words of celebration before we have had room to grieve.

    But David let the lament breathe. He told God that the waiting hurt.

    We can do the same.

    We can tell God that we are tired of carrying the same need into another day. We can admit that silence feels like absence. We can ask why help has not come and how much longer we must wait.

    Faith does not require us to pretend the question no longer hurts.

    Some answers never come in the way we hoped. Some questions remain even after life moves forward. We may receive something beautiful and still grieve what was lost. We may continue trusting God without ever receiving an explanation that makes the suffering understandable.

    Psalm 13 does not tell us that David’s circumstances changed while he was praying. Yet before the psalm ends, David turns toward what he knows about God:

    “But I have trusted in Your mercy;
    My heart shall rejoice in Your salvation.”

    — Psalm 13:5 NKJV

    That word “but” does not erase everything David said before it. His sorrow was still real. His questions were still unanswered. He had not suddenly discovered that the waiting did not matter.

    He remembered God’s mercy while he was still hurting.

    Sorrow and trust can exist in the same prayer. We can believe that God is faithful while admitting that we do not understand His ways. We can remember what He has done before while asking why He has not acted now.

    Jesus understood how easily prolonged waiting can discourage us. Luke tells us that He spoke a parable teaching that we “always ought to pray and not lose heart.”

    Persistent prayer does not force God’s hand, and it does not earn an answer through repetition. It keeps bringing our weary hearts into His presence when discouragement tells us to stop coming.

    Sometimes we pray again because the need is still real—and because, beneath all our questions, we still believe God is listening.

    We may come with fewer words than we once had. We may come with tears, disappointment, or questions we are afraid to say aloud. We may only be able to whisper, “How long, O Lord?”

    That is still prayer.

    God can be trusted with the question as well as the request. He can receive our weariness without turning us away. And when we do not have an answer, we can ask Him for enough strength to carry today’s portion of the waiting.

    Lord, I have brought this to You before, and I am bringing it again. You know how long I have waited and how deeply this still hurts. Hear me, sustain me, and help me not to lose heart.

  • Help My Unbelief

    Help My Unbelief

    Mark 9:17–27; Psalm 62:8 NKJV

    Have you ever felt that you needed to sound more confident in prayer than you actually felt?

    You believe God is able. You know He is faithful. Yet the situation in front of you leaves you wondering how things could possibly come together.

    A few years ago, I found myself at the end of my rope—the end of myself. I was living in my cousin’s basement, money was scarce, and I couldn’t see how I was going to get back on my feet.

    I was doing what I could to move forward, but even the immediate needs felt overwhelming. Could I afford enough gas to get to work? How would I pay my bills? When would I be able to find a place of my own?

    I believed God could and would direct my circumstances. I just couldn’t see how.

    I had hope. I also had worries that followed me through the day. The needs were immediate, and I couldn’t see how I was going to meet them.

    I reached a place where about all I could say was, “I believe; help my unbelief.”

    When I read the father’s plea in Mark 9, I recognize something of that struggle.

    He had watched his son suffer since childhood. He brought him to the disciples, but they had been unable to help. Now he stood before Jesus with his son’s need still unresolved.

    As Jesus called him to believe, the father cried out with tears:

    “Lord, I believe; help my unbelief!” — Mark 9:24 NKJV

    There is an expression of faith and an admission of need in the same prayer.

    He believed, and he recognized that he needed help believing. He brought Jesus his son’s suffering and his own struggling faith.

    That honesty speaks to me.

    Sometimes I know what I believe about God, but I struggle to trust Him with what I cannot see. I can speak confidently about His faithfulness and still become frightened when I think about tomorrow.

    That was where I found myself in that basement. I believed He could make a way. I needed His help while I was looking at needs I couldn’t meet and a future I couldn’t figure out.

    The father’s prayer gives us words for that place.

    We can tell God that we believe Him and ask Him to help us where trust is difficult. We can bring Him the fear we’re reluctant to admit, the disappointment we don’t know how to explain, and the questions we’re afraid might make us sound faithless.

    Psalm 62:8 invites us to:

    “Pour out your heart before Him.”

    The same verse calls us to trust Him at all times and reminds us that God is our refuge. We can come to Him with what is actually in our hearts.

    And we should keep reading the account in Mark. Jesus intervened in the boy’s suffering. He cast out the spirit that tormented him, took him by the hand, and lifted him up.

    The father had brought a real need to Jesus, and Jesus delivered his son.

    We can bring Him real needs, too. We can ask boldly for His help with the circumstances while also asking Him to strengthen our trust.

    Perhaps today you believe God is able, but you cannot see how things will come together. Perhaps hope and worry are sharing the same space.

    You can bring Him that struggle. You can keep coming while your voice shakes and your questions remain.

    Lord, I believe. Help me trust You with what I cannot yet see.

  • Until Prayer Changes Me

    Until Prayer Changes Me

    Philippians 4:6–7; Luke 22:41–42 NKJV

    How often have I worn myself out carrying something God had already invited me to bring Him?

    Sometimes I bring Him a problem I don’t understand, yet I convince myself that I know how He ought to resolve it. I’ve thought about what needs to happen, who needs to change, and how quickly everything ought to come together.

    Then I pray, asking God to help, while holding tightly to the outcome I’ve already chosen.

    The Kingdom Heirs song “Until Prayer Changes Me” has given me reason to examine that tendency in my own prayers.

    I can recognize that a situation is beyond my ability to fix and still struggle to entrust God with how it gets resolved. I want His help. I also want an answer that makes sense to me, a path I can understand, and an outcome I would have chosen.

    Trusting someone we know and can see is hard enough. They may be a close friend or family member who has proven trustworthy over the years. Even then, placing something that matters deeply to us in their hands can be difficult. We can have confidence in them and still struggle to release control.

    Trusting God, whom we cannot see, can make that struggle even more difficult. We naturally reach for something we can measure, anticipate, or influence. When circumstances become uncertain, our grip can tighten.

    Sometimes we keep carrying the weight until we reach the end of what we can figure out, arrange, or endure. Often, desperation reveals just how much we’ve still been trying to manage on our own.

    But God welcomes us long before we reach that point. We don’t have to exhaust ourselves before bringing Him the burden.

    Remembering whom we’re speaking to gives us reason to loosen our grip. The God who created us sees beyond the portion of the situation we can see. His wisdom reaches beyond our understanding. His faithfulness gives us reason to trust Him with what remains unknown.

    How much room have I left in my prayer for God to know something I don’t?

    In Gethsemane, Jesus expressed His desire openly:

    “Father, if it is Your will, take this cup away from Me; nevertheless not My will, but Yours, be done.” — Luke 22:42 NKJV

    There is room in prayer to ask honestly for relief. Jesus did. He also willingly submitted to the Father’s will in the midst of profound anguish.

    His surrender helps us understand how costly trust can be. Placing something in God’s hands may still hurt. We may surrender with tears. We may need to renew that surrender tomorrow when the fear rises again.

    In Philippians 4, Paul directs us to bring our requests to God through prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving. Then he gives this assurance:

    “and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.” — Philippians 4:7 NKJV

    God’s peace can guard us while questions remain unanswered. We can be held by Him before we understand what He will do.

    We may still feel afraid. We may still grieve, struggle, or need help. Continued distress does not prove that our faith has failed.

    But as we keep coming to Him, we can become more willing to receive His direction. We can recognize expectations we’ve held too tightly. We can find enough steadiness to take the next faithful step.

    God can change the circumstances, and we can keep asking Him to do so. As we pray, we can also open our hearts to the work He wants to do within us.

    Lord, if the situation does not change today, continue changing me within it.

  • Still Carrying the Weight

    Still Carrying the Weight

    Have you ever offered to help someone carry something, only to discover they wouldn’t let go?

    You’ve got your hands underneath it. You’re ready to take the weight. But they’re still gripping it, explaining how heavy it is.

    Sometimes, I wonder how often I’ve done that with God.

    I ask Him to help me. I tell Him I’m tired. I pray about the situation, sometimes more than once in the same conversation.

    Then I get up and go right back to carrying it as though I never asked.

    Jesus said:

    “Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.”
    — Matthew 11:28, NKJV

    He knows we’re tired. He knows what we’ve been carrying, including the things we haven’t figured out how to explain to anyone else.

    Some of that weight comes from responsibilities we can’t simply walk away from. There are bills to pay, people to care for, decisions to make, and difficult conversations we’ve put off long enough.

    But somewhere along the way, responsibility can become tangled up with the belief that everything depends upon us.

    If I don’t stay worried, something will go wrong.
    If I don’t keep checking, everything will fall apart.
    If I can just think about it a little longer, maybe I can make certain it ends the way it should.

    We can spend so much energy trying to control the outcome that we have very little left for the next thing we actually need to do.

    There’s a difference between being responsible and believing we have to hold the whole world together.

    God may ask me to make the phone call. He hasn’t given me control over how the other person responds.

    I may need to apologize, tell the truth, or make a necessary change. I can take those steps without being able to guarantee what happens afterward.

    And some of what we carry isn’t about tomorrow at all.

    It’s yesterday.

    The failure we’ve confessed but keep rehearsing. The shame that follows us into every prayer. The fear that our worst moment has permanently settled who we are.

    Yesterday, we considered the truth that sin no longer has the right to rule those who belong to Christ. But sometimes we’re still carrying the shame of serving that old master, even as we’re learning to walk in freedom.

    We can repent, make amends where we can, and accept God’s forgiveness. We don’t have to keep punishing ourselves to prove that we’re sorry.

    Peter wrote:

    “casting all your care upon Him, for He cares for you.”
    — 1 Peter 5:7, NKJV

    That last part matters.

    We’re placing our concerns into the hands of Someone who cares about us.

    And releasing them doesn’t mean pretending they don’t hurt. You can trust God and still cry. You can surrender a situation and still need treatment, counsel, practical help, or the courage to face another difficult day.

    Feeling the weight again doesn’t automatically mean your surrender wasn’t sincere. Sometimes it’s another opportunity to bring that care back to Him.

    In Matthew 11, Jesus connects His invitation to rest with taking His yoke and learning from Him. There’s still a life to live and obedience to practice, but we’re learning to live under His direction.

    We can ask Him what faithfulness requires of us today, do what He gives us to do, and entrust what we can’t control to His care.

    Maybe tonight’s prayer can be simple:

    “Lord, this matters to me. It hurts, and I don’t know how it’s going to turn out. Help me take the next right step and leave the outcome with You.”

    Then, when we notice our hands tightening around it again, we can gently ask ourselves:

    If I have placed it in His hands, why am I still gripping it as though everything depends upon mine?

  • No Longer the Boss of Me

    No Longer the Boss of Me

    Imagine someone from a job you left years ago starts calling and giving you instructions. You’d recognize the voice. You might even feel that familiar urge to respond.

    But recognizing their voice wouldn’t mean you still owed them your loyalty.

    Sometimes, an old habit can sound like that.

    The temptation shows up in a familiar place. An opportunity presents itself. Something inside remembers how you used to respond, and before long, you’re thinking, Here we go again. Nothing’s changed.

    But a familiar voice doesn’t establish rightful authority.

    It may sometimes feel as though you’re alone in your situation, but Paul wrote to the church in Rome on that very topic two thousand years ago:

    “For sin shall not have dominion over you, for you are not under law but under grace.”
    — Romans 6:14, NKJV

    That’s a declaration worth
    slowing…
    down…
    to…
    hear.

    Paul was writing to believers. These were people who belonged to Christ, and he still needed to tell them, “do not let sin reign” (Romans 6:12, NKJV). The possibility of yielding was real then, and it’s real now. They had a responsibility to resist, and so do we.

    He wasn’t describing a life where temptation had become silent.

    He was telling them that sin no longer had the right to rule.

    There’s a difference.

    An old desire may still pull at you.
    A familiar situation may still expose a weakness.
    You may need to make difficult choices, ask for help, and establish boundaries you’ll have to keep choosing tomorrow.

    That doesn’t make the freedom Christ gives imaginary. It means learning to live in that freedom involves actual obedience.

    Grace changes our relationship to sin.

    We can bring our failures to God for forgiveness, but grace also calls us into a different way of living. We’re no longer meant to accept sin’s demands as though obedience to them is inevitable.

    “That’s just how I am,” doesn’t have to settle the matter.

    In verse 13, Paul makes our response practical. He tells believers to offer themselves to God and use their bodies in His service. Our hands, our words, our attention, and our choices belong in that surrender.

    That might mean ending a conversation that’s taking you somewhere you shouldn’t go.

    It might mean putting the phone down and reaching out to someone who’ll help you stay accountable.

    Those choices can be hard, but God’s grace gives us reason to make them with hope.

    And if you’ve given in, bring that honestly to God in repentance.
    Take responsibility.
    Receive help.
    Accept His grace.
    Make the changes you need to make.

    You don’t have to turn a failure into a declaration that surrendering to sin is all you’ll ever be capable of doing.

    The old voice may insist that it knows who you are. It may remind you how many times you’ve answered before.

    But your past doesn’t get to cancel what Christ has done.

    There’s an old saying that I think applies here:

    “When the enemy reminds you of your past, remind him of his future.”

    Sin may still call your name. That doesn’t mean it still owns you.

    If you belong to Christ, you can face today’s choices with this declaration:

    I belong to Jesus. By His grace, I don’t have to obey my former master.

  • Broken Cisterns

    Broken Cisterns

    You fill a container with water, set it down, and come back to find it empty. So you fill it again. And again.

    Eventually, you’ve got to realize that pouring more into it isn’t going to fix what’s leaking.

    That’s the picture Jeremiah gave God’s people:

    “They have forsaken Me, the fountain of living waters,
    And hewn themselves cisterns—broken cisterns that can hold no water.”

    — Jeremiah 2:13, NKJV

    God was pointing out two wrongs. They’d walked away from Him, and they’d built their own replacements. They’d traded the One who could give life for something that couldn’t even hold water.

    Think about that. They’d put time and effort into building something that could never sustain them.

    On Monday, we talked about Jesus being the One who satisfies the deepest hunger of our souls. Jeremiah’s picture brings that closer to home.

    Where do we keep going when we feel that ache?

    Sometimes, we think we just need more.

    A little more recognition at work. A little more reassurance from someone we love. Something else to keep us occupied through another quiet evening.

    And those things can offer something real. A good day at work can encourage us. Someone’s reassurance can comfort us. There’s nothing wrong with enjoying life or receiving love.

    But we can start asking those good things to do something they were never meant to do.

    The person we love can’t be responsible for making us feel whole every moment of every day. Our job can’t be the thing that tells us whether our life matters. We can be grateful for both while trusting God with the deepest parts of who we are.

    That goes for getting help, too. Counseling and prescribed medication can serve real needs. We haven’t turned our backs on God just because we’ve asked for help.

    The question is where we’re placing our ultimate trust.

    Am I receiving this as a gift? Or have I started depending on it as though my life doesn’t mean anything without it?

    Am I thankful for what it gives me, or frustrated because it can’t give me everything?

    There’s a difference between enjoying a blessing and asking it to be my god.

    “For He satisfies the longing soul,
    And fills the hungry soul with goodness.”
    — Psalm 107:9, NKJV

    God’s calling His people back to Him. And we can begin with an honest prayer:

    Lord, I’ve been asking this to give me what I need to receive from You.

    Maybe we’ve got some misplaced trust to repent of. We can put that trust back where it belongs and still be thankful for the good things God’s given us.

    We can bring Him the longing we’ve been trying to quiet.

    Before we pour more time, money, or expectation into the same leaking place, let’s stop long enough to ask:

    What am I repeatedly asking to satisfy a thirst it was never designed to hold?

  • What Are We Really Hungry For?

    What Are We Really Hungry For?

    “And Jesus said to them, “I am the bread of life. He who comes to Me shall never hunger, and he who believes in Me shall never thirst.”
    — John 6:35, NKJV

    I was sitting in Burger King eating lunch last Friday when I decided to read the entire chapter surrounding the verse of the day. Then verse 26 stopped me.

    “You seek me, not because you saw the miracles, but because you are of the loaves, and were filled.”

    Jesus had fed a multitude. Now, some of those people had crossed the sea looking for Him. They’d made an effort to find Him. They called Him Rabbi.

    But Jesus knew what had brought them back.

    They’d eaten. They’d been filled. And they wanted more.

    Their hunger had mattered to Jesus. He’d already demonstrated that by feeding them. But the miracle revealed something about Him that their appetite had caused them to overlook.

    They were looking for another meal. Jesus was inviting them to receive the Bread of Life.

    The more things change, the more they stay the same.

    We can become so absorbed in what God can provide that we lose sight of our need for Him. We pray for provision, relief, an opportunity, a better circumstance. And there’s nothing wrong with bringing those needs before Him.

    But what happens when receiving becomes the center of our relationship with God?

    We may remember to thank Him for the blessing and still build our contentment around what we received. Like the rich fool in Luke 12, we can accumulate more, build bigger, and settle comfortably into plans that give little consideration to eternity.

    Yet beneath all that activity, a deeper hunger can remain.

    Lanny Wolfe wrote a song years ago titled “Only Jesus Can Satisfy Your Soul.” That title speaks to something many people experience but struggle to explain.

    They know something’s missing. They feel an ache, a longing, an emptiness. They just don’t know what will satisfy it.

    So they seek.

    Drugs. Alcohol. Sex. Money. Relationships. Possessions.

    Some of those pursuits destroy lives. Others have a rightful place in life, but cannot bear the weight of becoming our reason for living.

    There may be pleasure for a while. There may be relief. But when the longing returns, we reach again, hoping that more will finally be enough.

    I can’t write about that search as though I’ve never understood it. I know something about reaching for what promises relief and discovering that the deeper need remains.

    That’s why we need to be honest about what coming to Jesus means.

    Being a Christian doesn’t mean we never feel lonely. It doesn’t mean grief disappears, temptation stops, addiction becomes effortless to overcome, or mental illness can’t touch our lives.

    A person can love Jesus and still struggle daily.

    Read through First and Second Corinthians. Paul wrote to believers who needed correction, repentance, comfort, and growth. He also spoke openly about his own affliction and weakness.

    There was work to be done in their lives. There is work to be done in ours.

    Some struggles require repentance. Others call for care, treatment, support, and patient endurance. We should be careful never to treat every wound as evidence of wrongdoing or every struggle as an absence of faith.

    We’ve learned upon whom we can lean.

    We can bring our deepest hunger to Jesus without expecting another person, possession, or experience to carry the weight of being our savior. And we can receive help through the people equipped to walk beside us.

    Satisfaction in Christ can coexist with tears. We can belong to Him while healing is still underway.

    Perhaps that’s what someone needs to hear today.

    You don’t have to hide your hurt to come to Jesus. You don’t have to pretend you have everything together. You don’t have to resolve every struggle before you come.

    Come honestly. Bring the hunger you can’t explain, the grief you still carry, and the struggle you’re tired of hiding.

    Jesus knew why that crowd had come looking for Him.

    He knows why we come, too.

    And His invitation still stands:

    “He that cometh to me shall never hunger.”

    What are we really hungry for?

  • Come Aside For A While

    Come Aside For A While

    “Come aside by yourselves to a deserted place and rest a while.”
    — Mark 6:31, NKJV

    I’ve been silent this week. And that isn’t normal for me.

    Sharing God’s Word matters to me. So does being consistent. When a devotional remains unwritten, I find myself wondering whether I should have made more time.

    That question has followed me this week.

    And it has raised another: Have I given myself room to rest, or have I simply carried the pressure of an unfinished task into the time I spend doing something else?

    There have been health concerns, everyday responsibilities, decisions to make, and writing projects that mean a great deal to me. My mind has been full.

    One evening, I spent time with family and then sat down to pay bills. By bedtime, the devotional I had intended to write was still unwritten.

    I found myself wondering whether I hadn’t found the time—or simply hadn’t made it.

    That deserves an honest answer. So does another question:

    Had I considered everything else that needed my attention?

    Sometimes the things we care about most are the hardest things to step away from.

    We believe in the work. We recognize its value. We want to be faithful in doing it. And because it matters so much, we can have difficulty recognizing when we need to pause.

    In Mark 6, the apostles returned to Jesus and reported what they had done and taught. The activity around them was so demanding that they didn’t even have time to eat. Jesus responded by inviting them to withdraw and rest. (bible.com)

    Their work mattered. Their need for rest mattered to Him, too.

    That gives me something to consider when I examine my own priorities.

    I can measure a day by what I finished, what I wrote, or how far I moved a project forward. Yet there are other things that deserve a place in that examination: time with my wife, attention to my health, the care of my household, and quiet moments with God.

    Those things need room in my life.

    Sometimes making that room requires stepping back—even from work I love.

    A project may need to wait for an evening. A posting schedule may need adjusting. I may need to put down the phone, take a deep breath, and give my full attention to the person sitting beside me.

    And I need to recognize when fatigue, distraction, or a shorter temper are telling me to slow down and examine what I’m carrying.

    A pause gives us room to pray honestly:

    Lord, what needs my attention today? What can wait? Where have my priorities become crowded?

    We have a responsibility to consider those questions before exhaustion makes every decision feel urgent.

    If you’ve felt stretched thin this week, take a little time to examine your pace. Consider what your mind and body have been telling you. Bring your responsibilities—and your expectations of yourself—before the Lord.

    Then give yourself room to receive the rest you need.

    The people you love deserve your attention. Your health deserves care. Your walk with God deserves time.

    Don’t become so locked into a schedule that it squeezes the living out of your life.

    Let your schedule breathe…

    And make room for those things that matter most.